IMY :|

Not a happy Sunday yet I'm still thankful for this day. I'm in pain physiologically and emotionally. This menstrual cramps is killing me the whole day. That's why I'm not in the mood to go out. I just did the usual thing like surfing the net, tweet, eat, and OMG! I slept the whole afternoon, it made me feel better a bit. But I can still feel this stomach cramps. It's odd. 

Emotionally, I'm still on the process of convincing myself that the man whom I called SUPERMAN and whom I wanted so badly and made me feel that I'm special, finally fell to the spell of his bestfriend. Isn't that sweet? :"> I can't believe it. But that's life. So what I did was that I listened and watched to random songs' videos  on youtube and this song entitled "I Miss You" by Incubus really struck me most. I so love the lyrics and I admit it "I know I'll be out of line If I said I Miss you" I may sound so corny or lame here but I really do miss him. :( But I can't do anything with that. Things aren't the same anymore. I just have to accept the fact that SUPERMAN has flown away. But I still hope that we'll still be friends despite of that though it takes time. 

I watched Superman fly away

By the way, here's the lyrics of the song:

I Miss You - Incubus

To see you when I wake up is a gift 

I didn't think could be real

To know that you feel the same as I do

Is a three-fold Utopian dream

You do something to me that I can't explain

So would I be out of line if I said,

I Miss You

I see your picture

I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine

You have only been gone ten days

But already I'm wasting away

I know I'll see you again

whether far or soon

But I need you to know that I care

and I miss you

Wherever you are, whatever you're doing.. I hope that you always wear your smile cause that always saves my day. :)






Forgive me if I sound so madrama here. Sometimes we need to be like this.